I’m afraid. The silhouette of fear shines brightly, throws a shadow over the entire environment. Anxiety tries to take control of me, to determine my thoughts and my being. I am starting to care, thinking of what could go wrong. What could they think about me. What could happen to the people I love. Worries plague me, make me wake up with a racing heart. Tied to the bed, not able to achieve anything I would want to. I am scared. Scared of the future, scared of myself, because I care... too much.